I'm procrastinating. I'm supposed to present our model of doing youth ministry to the rest of the class tommorrow, and I'm more or less done with the facts and figures. I just don't know where to begin evaluating our model. Or rather, because I've had a hand in moving YF into the Purpose Driven model, I've got alot to say about how it was implemented, and I have to admit, much of it is negative. I really don't want to paint the ministry or the model in a bad light, but right now the negative just seems to outweigh the positive.

And the worst part? I left the assignment details in the office, so I've kind of forgotten the questions I'm supposed to consider as I evaluate the model.

Anyway. I was bathing just now and my train of thought suddenly became a little morbid. Will people mourn for me when I die? How will I be remembered? What kind of legacy would I leave behind? And then my thoughts suddenly became a little more random and I decided that when I die, I'd want people to perform a song written by a TPMC songwriter at my funeral. Funny how the mind works.

posted by NEB at 1:07 AM

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